wow. actually i wanted to post this since saturday and sunday but i just didnt have the time.

well for those of you who know. but i dont think many of you know.
yea i led worship on sunday.

oh yea. before that i just really wanted to thank God on Friday that i got my guitarist.
and yea. i had my whole team.
but guess what happened on saturday.
i was just a happy happy girl in school when tevin called up.
'hello. i cant make it for practice later so i don't think i can play for you this sunday'

i was like OH NO!!! so i called many all the basist that there were in the list and nobody was available.

so i thought. it's okay la. you play for me during youth tomorrow. i'll have practise for you tomorrow morning.
but thank God that Walter came for practice. and i thought, God you're awesome.

and here came charmaine saying. dont simply change your musicians. dont change tevin off.
okay.. dont change lo. but tevin text me and said he didnt want to play.
but charmaine insist so i called for help. TZE SHERN!! HELP!!!

and shern really helped out. during that time of helping me there were many confusions
many advises came in and thanks to all of you (ARTHUR, JOANNA) thanks guys. i really love you guys.
 and everybody was CHILL CHILL! DON'T WORRY including tevin, charmaine & shern.

and i really want to thank God la. cause i prayed and prayed and cried and cried till finally in the middle of the night i decided to call Shern and ask him so what now?
and thanks so much Tze Shern. he sort everything out for me. and walter's playing

but i really feel bad for troubling shern so much. till now i still feel super bad.
he said it's okay but i don't really think he meant what he said.

well but i thank God mostly for taking all the fear away during worship.
the worship was really unto Him and Him alone. i wish i could give You a hug God.
but i know You're already hugging me so tight that you will never let go.
there's where my warmth come from.