Charmaine!!!!

how nice of you to tell me last minute

okay let me tell you

Charmaine called me about an hour ago

asking me whether am i going for the combine cell celebration on saturday

here's how it went

'C : hey Eugenie. Charmaine here.

are you going for the party.

E : huh? what party

C : the combined cell celebration

E : oww. nobody told me

C : should i ask you are you going or should i tell you, you MUST go.

E : erm. okay..

C : can you share a testimony?

E : *speechless* erm....

C : i know you can 1 la. share about how God change your live within this few months/year

E : *still remaining speechless*

C : I know you got a lot of things to say 1 right.?

E : ermmmmmmm. I think so.

C : okay. email your testimony to my mum/uncle Ee Sze your testimony tomorrow

E : tomorrow...? erm okay la

C : email it to any of the counsellors.

E : okay

C : okay. see you on Saturday. bye

E : erm. bye?'

she gave me a great shock

my heart almost fell out

now i'm thinking. why me.? i'm so unwanted

but actually i know i'm not unwanted. it's just satan telling me that i'm unwanted

satan is honestly the worst thing in my life

but with Jesus. he has no power and no control over me.

and i'm glad that Jesus is won the battle with satan

he fought over my life. because He loves me

He died for me because He loves me

and He wants me to spend eternerty with Him

I LOVE JESUS

okay. so now.

gotta figure out what to share on Saturday

and i gotta figure it out by tomorrow

i find that the counsellors has really big plans for me

and when uncle Ee Sze said everybody is a leader

and i really believe it.

i want to be a leader

wait. NO

I'm a leader!

yes. that's right. I'm a leader.

I'm the head and never the tail.

thanks Uncle Ee Sze

for really motivating me

all glory to God

Praise Him